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CHANGING THE RHYTHM.<br />

Welcome to the African Sun! The African Sun provides a voice for and<br />

about the Black community at <strong>Brown</strong> <strong>University</strong>. The African Sun aims<br />

to serve the Black community by addressing topics relevant to the<br />

Black experience and exploring issues from the “Black perspective.”<br />

Because mainstream media often ignores or discredits the complex,<br />

diverse views of our community the African Sun serves as an alternative<br />

public space for opinions, news, and creative expression. In recognition<br />

of Black people’s shared experiences and the immense strength of a<br />

community, the African Sun provides up-to-date information on national<br />

and local issues that affect us as Black people. In honor of the power of<br />

literature to bind communities, we maintain high standards of literature<br />

and invite all people to submit literature of any kind: poems, short stories,<br />

lyrics. All the ideas and questions published in the African Sun will<br />

be a source of mobilization for the Black community towards action<br />

when relevant. Our greatest <strong>hop</strong>e is that the African Sun will promote<br />

respectful, dynamic campus dialogue about issues affecting Black communities.<br />

We strongly encourage all members of the <strong>Brown</strong> community<br />

to read, react, and contribute.<br />

The theme of this issue is CHANGING THE RHYTHM because we are<br />

in a dynamic moment where all beats are changing. This is the moment<br />

of the first Black president of the United States. A moment, also, where<br />

in our <strong>Brown</strong> community we can celebrate the fortieth anniversary of<br />

the 1968 walkout of Black students who demanded greater university<br />

participation in Black admittance and Black achievement. And change<br />

is forming and flowing in our student community with the revival of<br />

OUAP, our Black student union, the creation of the Black Liberation<br />

Project, and the reclaiming of Black spaces. We have been changing the<br />

rhythm in all these moments. Changing through time, changing through<br />

beats and rhyme, changing in silence. Listen to our voices...<br />

Peace.<br />

African Sun<br />

2


List of Contributors<br />

Basma Samira<br />

Renata Sago<br />

Seung Hwa Baek<br />

Megan A. Smith<br />

Elmo Terry Morgan<br />

Courtney Smith<br />

Marlaina H. Martin<br />

Kristin Jordan<br />

Emily Taylor<br />

Yaa Sarpong<br />

Max Clermont<br />

Paula Kaufman<br />

Ama Ata Aidoo<br />

Mark <strong>Brown</strong><br />

Elvis Alves<br />

Cristina Rodrigues<br />

Lydia Sharlow<br />

Michael Gray<br />

Ana Lyman<br />

Patrick Sylvain<br />

David Elion<br />

Cover Art by Lydia Sharlow<br />

3


<strong>Hip</strong> <strong>hop</strong> <strong>has</strong> a <strong>vagina</strong>.<br />

4<br />

(A response to Yung Mike’s statement that women have no place in hip <strong>hop</strong>.)<br />

Renata Sago<br />

<strong>Hip</strong> <strong>hop</strong> culture is as saturated with female presence as your local hair salon on Easter<br />

Sunday. And to my quasi emcees that think otherwise, may your albums go aluminum<br />

instead of platinum. Then it’ll match that arcade machine jewelry you rock. It’s hard<br />

enough for my ears to be assaulted by unoriginal hooks, elementary lyrics, and Garage<br />

Band beats. For my eyes to be damn near blinded by pussy-poppin-weave-wearin-stilettostridin<br />

ladies in music videos. And then to lose my voice listing the reasons why women<br />

have maintained the market for hip <strong>hop</strong>–all the while making sure my hair doesn’t sweat<br />

out. Just call me an honorary member of Crime MOB because I stay knuckin and buckin.<br />

But come on now. Since when did I have to be so reactionary, and when did hip <strong>hop</strong><br />

lose its purpose? When did sexism become so stylish, and when did we embrace it? Yung<br />

Mike may as well have slapped me in the face with a microphone than have denied<br />

women a role in hip <strong>hop</strong>. We put the hip—hell, the lips, breasts, money, meaning and<br />

everything else —in hip <strong>hop</strong>. And we get no love. Just a bad rap and a tell-all book from<br />

Superhead. Damn. <strong>Hip</strong> <strong>hop</strong> is dying, and it’s time for a resurrection—of truth, substance<br />

and recognition. And the truth is, hip <strong>hop</strong> <strong>has</strong> a <strong>vagina</strong>.<br />

Women are the invisible men of hip <strong>hop</strong> culture. Their presence is ever true, but neither<br />

valued nor recognized adequately—not even by the most dynamic shakers and movers<br />

of the industry. And the women who are recognized are either hypermasculinized (Missy<br />

Elliott before the weight loss), hypersexualized (any typical video ho), underrated (any<br />

female lyricist), or crazy (Lauryn Hill). There is no market for women in hip <strong>hop</strong>; rather, it’s a<br />

series of pigeonholes. Find a space. Keep the space. Get a little shine. Take the money,<br />

and run.<br />

You don’t need MTV, BET, a map or a pair of bi-focals to see that women are as ubiquitous<br />

as a ringmaster hat and stunna shades in a T-Pain video. If they are not adorning ugly<br />

ass rappers in music videos, singing the hooks on their songs, co-writing and producing<br />

their tracks, designing their clothing labels, interviewing them, they’re purc<strong>has</strong>ing music.<br />

They’re starting their fan clubs. They’re buying their concert tickets. They’re catapulting<br />

rappers’ careers. So thank a bitch, Yung Mike.<br />

If anything, women and hip <strong>hop</strong> have a kind of Jay-Z-Beyoncé-“Upgrade U”esque<br />

relationship. It is reminiscent of that part of the video when Jay Z is rapping and B is<br />

sashaying around him in the background. Even though B is like Jay’s half nude Barbie doll,<br />

she is his rock, as well. There is an implied understanding that neither can exist without<br />

the other. It is a partnership. They complement each other (--yes! it’s something about B’s<br />

natural beauty and Jay’s authentic swag!). But aside from this, we don’t see the positive<br />

representations. We don’t see clothed representations. Intellectual representations. Nonsexual<br />

representations. And if we do, it’s played out. It doesn’t peak our interest. Sure,<br />

there’s businesswoman Kimora Lee Simmons who boasts a million dollar hip <strong>hop</strong> clothing<br />

company. But there’s also model Kimora Lee Simmons who boasts topless pictures in<br />

premier magazines as advertisements for her company. Combat sexism with sex? Hmmm.<br />

Well what about when sex sells? Does the money overshadow the sexism? Sexy questions.<br />

Sexist answers. Double standards.


It’s these ill informed understandings that<br />

become impressed in the minds of young<br />

women who breathe in mainstream hip <strong>hop</strong><br />

images like air. Fair enough, the impact of hip<br />

<strong>hop</strong> culture on women’s psyche is as reciprocal<br />

as women’s on the industry. There’s a huge<br />

difference between what we see on the screen<br />

and what goes on behind the scenes, and it<br />

takes cultural critics like Tricia Rose and Scott<br />

Poulson-Bryant to inform us of that gap. But for<br />

the eight year old girl who is not precocious<br />

enough to engage in such reading, there is<br />

little <strong>hop</strong>e. She sees booties flapping, bottles<br />

popping, blunts blazing and music booming.<br />

She doesn’t see a director telling the woman<br />

to jiggle a little more; to smile a little harder and<br />

show a little more skin. And as obvious as these<br />

music videos should be that it’s entertainment,<br />

it is not to her. Hell, it’s not even that obvious to<br />

me. There is something about us as a society<br />

these days where we aren’t able to distinguish<br />

reality from fantasy. But I ain’t even gonna lie.<br />

There have been times when I have danced in<br />

the mirror naked, aspiring to be a video vixen<br />

and have the eyes of millions on me. But where<br />

does that come from? There is a disconnection<br />

between the value of women and their<br />

impact on culture. There is an even greater<br />

disconnection between the value women<br />

place on themselves. Women allow themselves<br />

to be objectified. And we—women—support it<br />

by purc<strong>has</strong>ing the music. I know we’re all trying<br />

to survive out here, but there must be a point<br />

when integrity overshadows a $5000 check for<br />

an appearance in Weezy’s video. Maybe after<br />

Obama gets us out of this recession…<br />

5


6<br />

Holy<br />

Prayer<br />

Seung Hwa Baek<br />

calm myself down put some anesthetic in<br />

my vain friendship love such things in my<br />

vein good food workout protein sweat<br />

American dream in my vain stop thinking<br />

stop wondering stop stop the war in my<br />

brain<br />

smoke some lucky strike watch some<br />

American media i didn’t capitalize<br />

America— Word did it always does it<br />

always fucking does the same thing<br />

because it’s made in America<br />

smoke some lucky strike watch some<br />

rap video I’m a demasculinized nerdy<br />

foreigner my<br />

sarcasm must be a turn-off and American<br />

male dominant society tells me to go fuck<br />

go fuck and if I do fuck you’re gonna<br />

blame rap music ah this rap music’s gotten<br />

this<br />

foreigner dude crazy horny ah<br />

calm myself down put some anesthetic in<br />

my vain friendship love such things in my<br />

vein<br />

spitting poetry isn’t gonna do anything to<br />

change the way you view the world<br />

disingenuously appreciative audience<br />

disingenuously appreciative parents<br />

girlfriend<br />

boyfriend and<br />

spitting nonsense and not even poetic<br />

lines and getting applause for it<br />

kills<br />

me<br />

what who the fuck is me? me what the<br />

fuck do I do? I study I spit I shit I shallow I<br />

shadow I sex I sleep I do what you tell me<br />

to do I am what you tell me I am I am I<br />

am<br />

what you think I am I<br />

emotionally unstable volatile annoyed yes<br />

is that me? no


content-less poem like this must be annoying to<br />

you but that’s okay because you annoyed me<br />

first<br />

me first<br />

me first<br />

I’ve fully become American I say me first<br />

calm myself down put some anesthetic in my<br />

vain friendship love such things in my vein<br />

ME FIRST no anesthetic please snort some coke<br />

drink some godfather<br />

Whiskey alcohol hate love emotions as such<br />

Cigarette caffeine thank god for those drugs me<br />

jittery very much me first me first<br />

I go to church to thank the same god that<br />

obama thanked<br />

God…god…twelve disciples must have loved<br />

him…<br />

If I had twelve people truthfully loving me I<br />

would’ve fucking become Gandhi myself<br />

too<br />

Yes<br />

Yes<br />

Don’t you just love spoken word?<br />

Don’t you just love poetry?<br />

The more foreign exotic and not fluent you are<br />

the more appreciated you are appreciate me till<br />

you die if I am the world as the daoists say if I die<br />

you all die if you all die I die you and I must be<br />

The same species. Hi<br />

7


Herma Winegarten<br />

8<br />

One morning Herma Winegarten woke up deformed. She didn’t realize it at first because the day<br />

started normal. Routine. Like clockwork. The blinds that hung in the bedroom cut the beam of sunshine<br />

that came through the window. Bold, bright lines of shine warmed her skin.<br />

Slowly she turned over in the bed to face her man. Her long fingers traced his face circling around his<br />

almond shaped eyes, down his aquiline nose, through the swirls in his ear, and between his thin lips.<br />

Herma laughed to herself. Imagine her ending up with this light, bright man –with his gray eyes and<br />

wavy hair. Imagine. Herma admitted to herself that they must look strange together. A dark black<br />

woman with long thick black hair courtesy of the Koreans on Richmond and this white looking black<br />

man. But they worked. And after awhile she wasn’t as conscious of how they appeared to others.<br />

Lost in her thoughts, it took Herma awhile to notice his lips encasing her finger sucking the blood to the<br />

very tip.<br />

“You bad”<br />

Megan A. Smith<br />

He laughed a deep grunting sound with subtle changes in pitch. His laugh reminded her of the cello<br />

so much so that the first time she heard his laugh she imagined playing the cello, fiercely, furiously and<br />

impassioned.<br />

In unison as if reading each other’s mind, they moved into a hug. Thigh against thigh. Stomachs<br />

touching. Arms over back. Forehead against forehead<br />

.<br />

“I’ll miss you.”<br />

“I’ll miss you, too.”<br />

“When are you coming back?”<br />

“Two days.<br />

“I’ll miss you.”<br />

“I love you, too.”<br />

He smiled at her, and then slowly detangled himself from her. Hurriedly he pushed on his pants and<br />

shoes. And while running around Herma’s small apartment gathering his things, he spoke excitedly<br />

about what this trip to Chicago would do for his career. People will know his work. Feel his work.<br />

“Especially the piece I did of you baby. That one will really get them talking.”<br />

Herma hated that painting. No wait. She didn’t hate it. Just hated that everyone would see it. Her<br />

exposed and vulnerable to the designs of his mind and the will of his paintbrush.<br />

“Do you have to show that one?”<br />

“Yea, baby. You know its my best one…my strongest. You see how you inspire me?” He laughed. That<br />

deep laugh. And she turned over on her stomach.<br />

With her eyes closed and her head facedown against the pillow, Herma refused to watch him leave.<br />

She just listened. The water running over his toothbrush. The woosh of clothes being stuffed into a bag.


The smacking of his lips against her shoulder blades as he left two kisses on her back.<br />

“Bye, baby I’ll be back.”<br />

And without waiting for a reply, he was gone.<br />

Herma hated to think of herself as a woman who couldn’t be without her man for a couple of days. She<br />

turned over and stared at the white ceiling. The tiny cracks moved before her eyes forming shapes and<br />

designs. They played with Herma’s mind. Hurriedly she closed her eyes in <strong>hop</strong>es of protecting her from<br />

the ceiling’s dizzying effect.<br />

There were these times when Herma’s mind seemed to be moving so fast that she could literally feel her<br />

spirit shaking. It was at these times that Herma knew that her spirit was privileged. That everything about<br />

her from her flaws to her talents were comprised within this inner part of herself –her soul. The importance<br />

of her soul made her body secondary. Merely an encasing. Perhaps even a prison. Or a tomb.<br />

Immediately her mind fought against the idea that her body was a tomb. A tomb. That would mean it<br />

enclosed something dead. Lifeless.<br />

Herma tried to reject this idea, but as she lay in bed she felt herself sinking into some sort of abyss in which<br />

even with eyes closed the darkness that lay beneath her lids seemed impenetrable. Damning.<br />

Her dead soul. How did she not notice? Not notice in time to save it…save herself. Not even notice to<br />

give it the proper burial.<br />

Herma opened her black eyes which were alit with the need to commemorate what had long been<br />

gone. Running from her bed, she left her bedroom toward the wall that had been abused with the tools<br />

of his art.<br />

The first time he had painted her it had been just after they had had sex. He’d gotten up from the bed<br />

to retrieve his tool box…his tools. His paints. At first, she laughed at the corniness of the situation. This man<br />

was actually painting her. Yellows and Pinks. Greens and Blues. He said, “You’re my best canvas. My new<br />

muse.” And again she laughed.<br />

But as his paintbrush circled around her nipples….<br />

Pink on top Pink.<br />

One shade god given – the other man made<br />

…she couldn’t help but cry.<br />

When he noticed her tears, he stopped painting her. And laying back he pulled her towards him encasing<br />

her between his legs and arms. He <strong>hop</strong>ed that his warmth would dry her tears.<br />

Later that night, as she lay asleep dreaming strange things…bodies without heads. Crying children.<br />

Burning candles. He sat in front of a blank wall in her apartment and painted a picture.<br />

A black woman –legs spread and stretched. Hair big and full. Skin deep and black.<br />

He painted a black woman deformed.<br />

Where there should have been nipples there was blood. Where there should have been a <strong>vagina</strong> –folded,<br />

hairy, and pink…there was a hole. Black and endless.<br />

So, as Herma raced from her bed to stand in front of this mural, she recognized a woman…absent of<br />

dreams, absent of thought, absent of soul…<br />

And she lay the knife against her nipples and let them bleed.<br />

Herma Winegarten woke up deformed. Missing the one thing that was supposed to be eternal. A<br />

deformation which she commemorated with the goriness of pleasure pain.<br />

9


Pretty<br />

10<br />

a reminiscing<br />

Elmo Terry-Morgan<br />

Boy


Pretty Boy be sittin on bar stool not even knowin him be priddy.<br />

AV’RAGE MAN be lookin at Pretty Boy n LIKE what him see! But Av’rage Man make NO<br />

move! Him stay in corner suckin on Rollin Rock. Him be makin ass-sessment: Av’rage Man<br />

leaf through him mental file n come up wid label for Pretty Boy; him JUST know he KNOW<br />

him RIGHT bout wavy-haired-honey-brown Pretty Boy.<br />

Pretty Boy payin rent on bar stool, blowin smoke signals, waitin-HOPIN-for-hit, wagons uv<br />

love n lust t’circle, but Av’rage Man don’t Stop in Name of Love. Him just Walk on By.<br />

Av’rage Man walk FAST, him breeze spin Pretty Boy round on bar stool. Him slap neon label<br />

all over Pretty Boy face: “Pretty Boy: DON’T TOUCH! Him THINK him 2 good f’Av’rage<br />

Man.”<br />

Pretty Boy want to Reach Out n Touch, Somebody’s Hand, but him 2-2 weary. Him 2 tired<br />

2 convince Av’rage Man that him not what he think he am. Pretty Boy sing that song so<br />

many times it certified golden oldie. He wonder what him do, what him say what make<br />

Av’rage Man skirt by him like plague. Maybe Av’rage Man see Pretty Boy on bad night<br />

when Igor Man be UP in Pretty Boy face.<br />

Igor Man be UNqualified ooo-glee. Him be ooo-glee from conception. Igor Man chiseled<br />

handsome in no classical form. Beheld beautiful in no man’s eye. Be real aggravatin-Got<br />

no sane conversation-No discrimination. Him E.O.P. Cassanova-Be in ev’ry man face. Igor<br />

Man got mama what take fertility pills-Come from big fam’ly: Got uga-mug brut<strong>has</strong> in<br />

ev’ry state-united. Cannot be insulted! Pretty Boy piss in Igor Man ear n him think it Colt<br />

45.<br />

YES! Av’rage Man see Pretty Boy on baaad night when Igor Man pluck Pretty Boy HIM last<br />

nerve!:<br />

Pretty Boy splash good Jacky D in Igor Man one good eye.<br />

Plug him gappy brown toofuhsizis wid stale popcorn.<br />

Pinch Igor Man on hump n send him back to Quasimoto tower.<br />

Maybe that why Av’rage Man think Pretty Boy a mean Narci-sissy-us.<br />

Pretty Boy got him luck real bad n no good timin. Av’rage Man still be in corner ass-sessin n<br />

slurpin on Rollin Rock when Freak Man glue hisself to Pretty Boy butt. Why him do DAT!?<br />

Freak Man be snap-CRACKle-POP!-coke-no-Pepsi-widda-Tequilla-back. Him be wantin<br />

Pretty Boy real bad. Him be wantin trinket fuh sale. Him got ass, cash n carry small bidnis.<br />

Got big habit n heavy wife: Him got white Columbian mail order bride C.O.D. Freak Man<br />

be real pissed when Pretty Boy turn him shoulder more froze than freshly sniffed snow. Him<br />

want Pretty Boy to guard him coffin while him sleep. Maybe that why Av’rage Man think<br />

Pretty Boy a cold hearted bitch!<br />

Av’rage Man should be CPA. Him done moh ass-sessin than IRS. Him saw Pretty Boy at<br />

Sunday tea dance when GWM be desp’rately seeking GBM for STMR (short term meaningless<br />

relationship). Him MASSA LOOKIN F’MANDINGO.<br />

GWM be real civilized liberal. Him give he full name n business card. Him got much plastic<br />

gold. Him buy Pretty Boy drinks all day. Av’rage Man jaws be Kunta Kinte tight! He just<br />

know him right bout PrettyBoyWhore. GWM look at Pretty Boy n just know him got mocachoca-latta-ya-ya.<br />

Pretty Boy look over him shoulder for help from Av’rage Man, search<br />

him eye - plea for Av’rage Man to save him from auction block, but him done finish audit.<br />

11


12<br />

Av’rage turn red, black n green. Him exile Pretty Boy, dunk him in milk like oreo cookie.<br />

Pretty Boy turn back to GWM who bout ta swallow up Pretty Boy soul. GWM be tall,<br />

light n interested. Pretty Boy get mad wid Soul Brutha #86, stage him own boycott, him<br />

go blonde lavender; leave wid GWM. Maybe that why Av’rage Man think Pretty Boy<br />

a color-struck slut!<br />

Pretty Boy survive Mandingo-izin by GWM. Him fall back into bar, perch on stool. Him<br />

ass hurt. Him spine starta curve. Him balls dragging floor. Him mushroom-tip got chafe.<br />

But him Pretty Boy genes still holdin up; him still lookin good, but him done give up on<br />

Keepin Hope Alive. Av’rage Man see Pretty Boy reach for him armour to protect hisself<br />

from Luv in Midnight Hour n What-da-hell-did-I-do-mornin-aftuhs. Pretty Boy nurse on<br />

Jacky D wid Heineken c<strong>has</strong>er. Him might be lush, but him got standards.<br />

Time tick…tock….tick….tock….tick/tock/tick/tock/tick away. Pretty Boy pluckin<br />

gray hair outta him moustache. Him ass don’t stand up so high no moh. But him<br />

still Discoizing, Old-Schoolin’ to <strong>Hip</strong>-Hop beat. Folks call him SIR – Him look over him<br />

shoulder. Who dey talkin too? Den he see HIM!!!!!!!<br />

Before Pretty Boy can remembuh what year it am... Married Man ElectricSlide down<br />

aisle ... blind Pretty Boy wid him Colgate smile.<br />

Married Man not act like him happy-in-wedded-bliss wid pregnant Covergirl wife at<br />

home paintin white picket fence. Him wear charismatic shit cologne what hide orange<br />

blossom scent. Him speak muzak poem in Pretty Boy ear. Touch Pretty Boy on tremblin<br />

thigh, plant him moonlight kiss on mouth, tongue’im down to gut, while go-home-lastcall-lights<br />

be glarin. Him not care who see him lovey-dove Pretty Boy like proposal at<br />

SuperBowl. Married Man STALK Pretty Boy: Him come back night after night. Pretty Boy<br />

feel Married Man 2 good to be true. Him TOO Knight in Shiny Armor. Pretty Boy scared.<br />

Him not want to give in. Don’t want heart to crack n be served like rocks in Jacky D.<br />

But Married Man break down Pretty Boy, carry him off to castle in cloud. Pretty Boy<br />

say, “Fuckit!”. Him give in. Him Savin all Him Love for Part-Time Lover. Married Man<br />

make Pretty Boy LUV him. Pretty Boy tell Married Man him in love. Married Man tell<br />

Pretty Boy No Can Do, I Can’t Go for THAT! Pretty Boy feel convoy of Mack Truck run<br />

him over. Him emotional road-kill splattered all over evuh-place. Pretty Boy try to be<br />

sophistikit. Him bear up, shrug off hurt. Think him can play by Married Man Rule: Live<br />

in London Tower waitin for visit, waitin for second-hand kiss n left-over dick. But London<br />

Bridge done falldid down. Pretty Boy beat hisself up for bein asshole, try to walk away<br />

from Married Man. But Married Man block Pretty Boy way out, suck on him lip, lick him<br />

neck, squeeze him butt, break him own rule. Time TICK-TOCK-TICK away – Pretty Boy<br />

find MOH gray hair in him pubic hair. Him still stupid ass waitin f’midnight booty call.<br />

Married Man still got it goin-OWN! Him got new technology; Him got Viagra-Love.<br />

Him push-me pull-me selfish muthafucka. Pretty Boy run for tower window, scream for<br />

Lancelot, but him got no Rapunzel hair not even no cullid lady Korean weave. Him<br />

jump n PRAaa-AaYYyy!! Him go splat. Married Man moonwalk back down aisle to him<br />

til-death-do-us-part . It’s Cheapha to Keep Huh... n f’git the stupid faggit...<br />

Pretty Boy wake up under bar stool. Him chipped up like saw dust on floor.<br />

Av’rage Man be watchin-WATCHIN damnit!-watchin drama not so damn mellow.<br />

Him got confirmation: Pretty Boy stuff what flush down toilet. SWUSH/SWIRL/GURGLE/<br />

Whish.....<br />

Pretty Boy drag hisself up, dust off dirt, rub off shoe prints. Look in him Jacky D, try to<br />

c<strong>has</strong>e it wid tears, but him ducts all dried up. Him wonder what wrong: Is him breath<br />

not minty fresh? Him underarms not lemon scent? Him skin not lanolined? Him ass not<br />

tight enough?<br />

Perhaps him AM 2 priddy.


But Pretty Boy no run in Pretty Boy-Sugar Boy pack! Him oppressed minor minority. Him be<br />

lookin for protection in Bill of Rights. But him got no coalition lobby. Him got not even no<br />

Pretty Boy Association. Him be by hisself. Him see Av’rage Man in corner outta corner of<br />

eye. Hey There Lonely Boy... Don’t him see that Pretty Boy need him/that him need Pretty<br />

Boy? Av’rage Man be by hisself too, but him just got moh crowd round him.<br />

Pretty Boy get mad wid world! Him be in Gaydom DAT not be so gay. So him do what him<br />

spected to be: Get on auction block f’blonde GWM; Climb bell tower n give Igor Man<br />

charity nut; Take suicide dive wid Freak Man; Play Camille for Married Man. Pretty Boy look<br />

real hot n easy. Him suppose to be easy n hot. YES! BUT HIM HOT FOR AV’RAGE MAN!<br />

Pretty Boy ready to explode/Him dilirious/Him wild! Him so CRAZY him speak not even no<br />

good Anglish...<br />

Just as Pretty Boy ready to make date wid right hand, vaseline n amyLnitrate...<br />

Blue Moon come!<br />

Light’nin STRIKE!<br />

Av’rage Man got 4AM madness.<br />

Him got nuttin t’rock n roll but Rollin Rock.<br />

Him see Pretty Boy drainin down last o’him Dr. Feel Nuttin. Av’rage Man slink up on Pretty<br />

Boy. Take chance-mayB him jingle on tingaling. AFTUHALL, him ColdBloodedBitchUvaSlut;<br />

ainthim? Him be Av’rage Man Toilet.<br />

Pretty Boy caint believe him luck!<br />

Chorus o’ Angels sing “HAAa-lay-LU-yah!”<br />

Pretty Boy take Av’rage Man to him bed; Be a Lady in the Streets/You-Know-What in the<br />

Sheets! Hey-Hey! Hey-Hey! Black Men Loving Black Men is a Revolutionary Act! ... ain’t<br />

it?<br />

Pretty Boy give Av’rage Man good Tango-Tang-O!. “Mmmm-Hmmm, Baby like DAT!” Pretty<br />

Boy know genuine hoochie-coochie. Av’rage Man like peppa-salsa samba on him <strong>Hip</strong>-<br />

Hop-Cha-Cha-Cha. Him Talk in Tongues, Hollar in SpangLish, Shout Holy Ebonicals!: Oooo,<br />

bakabuchaka! Bailar bitch! Dance on the johnnie! Pop it popi! Who owns DIS shit!? Yes<br />

Jesus!... Av’rage Man make back-alley/sugar-field/bacco-road luv. Slobber on Pretty Boy<br />

mouth, go to ZZZzzz.............<br />

Pretty Boy linger after dance, do him own ass-sessin, soak up Av’rage man while him snore.<br />

Wonder why Av’rage Man not see him own beauty. Him blow soft whisper breath on Av’rage<br />

Man face, flicker-lick him strong neck, honey-suck him full lips, nestle on him chest, dream to<br />

da thump-thump-thumpin... Ahh...yes...<br />

Pretty Boy rise early; Gone Be All Dat Him Can Be! Kiss Av’rage Man on eyelid soft. Wake he<br />

up. Ask how he like him eggs. Pretty Boy in kitchen harmonizin wid Aretha, Day Dreamin n<br />

I’m Thinkin uv You; Puttin Mammy to shame!<br />

Pretty Boy must have brains fucked out: Think him hear Santa, Donder n Blitzen.<br />

Christmas did come early; ain’t it?<br />

Silver Bells-Silver Bells... SLAM!<br />

Jingle-Jangle-Jingle-Jangle....<br />

Pretty Boy hear jingle-jangle of spurs.<br />

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14<br />

Av’rage Man done turn nta Deadwood Dick. Put on boots n mosey on down<br />

trail.<br />

Him not want nothuh dance. Pretty Boy only good for one Tango.<br />

Av’rage Man now Ghetto Cowboy Man. Homey, Homey on da range...<br />

Pretty Boy make a.m. o’clocktail. Cry wid Miz Butterworth n Aint Jemima.<br />

Him fry bacon in freezer, crack shells in eggs, scorch grits, put salt in coffee.<br />

Maybe that why Av’rage man think Pretty Boy a bad cook.<br />

Last Call! LAST CALL! Last Dance! Last Chance for Romance! ...<br />

Pretty Boy still be sittin on bar stool. Not want it to fly away.<br />

Time tick-tock away. Pretty Boy 2 old 2 still be pretty. Much 2 old 2 be boy.<br />

But him painted by master on good canvas. Hold up damn well!<br />

Pretty Boy see hisself in bar mirror. It not crack.<br />

Him still got nice style, good color, strikin composition.<br />

Light bulb flash! over Pretty Boy head! In next life, him goan come back as Da<br />

Mona Lisa. Make good portrait in frame ... next to exit sign.<br />

Elmo Terry-Morgan is Associate Professor of Africana Studies, and Theatre, Speech<br />

and Dance; and is Artistic Director of Africana Studies’ Rites and Reason Theatre.<br />

His course Black Lavender: A Study of Plays with Black LGBT Content and the<br />

Africana Studies Department is convening The Black Lavender Experience,<br />

presentations of works by Black Queer playwrights, FolkThoughts and panels in<br />

April 2009.


16<br />

are you a man?


Basma Samira<br />

i told you that if we went any further<br />

i could never go backwards<br />

we jumped into our kiss and<br />

you<br />

said nothing<br />

are you that man<br />

determined to drive through the<br />

snowstorm<br />

so<br />

we could be together.<br />

are you that man<br />

enjoying<br />

my natural medicine<br />

are you like any man<br />

or<br />

are you the man<br />

i do not sense if you ignore me<br />

or<br />

if i regret<br />

i do want you<br />

so<br />

what are you up to<br />

I write<br />

speak<br />

run<br />

by any means necessary<br />

to<br />

the nearest word<br />

that is honest<br />

but if you want to be cowardly then<br />

mail your words<br />

and<br />

be done with me.<br />

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Pensamientos de Cuba<br />

18<br />

Courtney J. Smith<br />

If someone were to ask me how is Cuba, I would not even know how to begin to answer<br />

that question. One thing for sure is that it is a very beautiful, complicated place<br />

to live in. My time here so far <strong>has</strong> been a mix of joys and frustrations. The privileges<br />

that I am afforded here, as an American, are at times difficult to think about. Cuba<br />

runs on two economies: one mainly for tourists and the other reserved for Cuban citizens.<br />

I try my best to “do as the Cubans do”, but at the same time my $5 “splurge” on<br />

lunch one day is equivalent to half the monthly salary of many people I know here.<br />

On the other hand, my experience here as an individual <strong>has</strong> been greatly different<br />

from most of the other <strong>Brown</strong> students here. When I am out on the street people think<br />

I am Cuban because I am Black, so I have been given some social access and privilege<br />

that my peers don’t have. But even though I am American, being Black here<br />

does not immune me from the racial problems of this country. Especially within my<br />

school (Casa de las Americas), I am constantly targeted as not being as intelligent,<br />

healthy, or capable as my peers. I have been called several names including “Amazon<br />

woman”, “LaWanda” (I really don’t know what that means), or simply negra as<br />

I walk down the street. I have had people within seconds of meeting me ask me if I<br />

danced “African Dance”. I have been at clubs and had to push away white foreigners<br />

who try to take pictures of me dancing because they thought I was a jinitera (a<br />

loose term for prostitute or a woman who tries to hustle foreigners for money or marriage).<br />

I have witnessed several incidents of police brutality against Black men. From<br />

the little statues with disfigured butts and lips that we have all seen in Anani’s office to<br />

white foreigners c<strong>has</strong>ing Cuban women, I have seen many forms of the exploitation<br />

of the Black and Mulatto body. I have seen one of the most famous male dancers in<br />

the world, Carlos Acosta, play the “black brute” on stage as hundreds of people—<br />

mainly Europeans—scream and applaud. I have met Black and poor families whose<br />

roofs are literally collapsing on them as they sleep.<br />

People may read these incidents I just described and think: “So what? This shit happens<br />

in the U.S.” or “Of course this happens, Cuba is a third world country”. And I<br />

have definitely received those responses. But this is a country where someone who is<br />

the head of a major educational institution and a member of the General Assembly<br />

told me, “Racism simply does not exist in Cuba because the mulatta is our national<br />

symbol”. This is a country where the Revolution supposedly eradicated all forms inequality<br />

and everyone <strong>has</strong> equal access to education, healthcare, and their monthly<br />

rations of food. I am constantly wondering: How can you maintain a 99% literacy rate<br />

when there is a tremendous shortage of teachers? When checking out books from<br />

libraries is almost impossible and everything is dated from the ‘60s and ‘70s? How can<br />

you eat when you are rationed five eggs a month and a few pounds of rice? How can<br />

you live in your house when you make about $10 a month and the six bags of cement<br />

you need to fix your roof cost more than three times what you make? Of course this<br />

happens in other countries, but this is Cuba! This shit is extremely contradictory to the<br />

rhetoric of this socialist Revolution that you see plastered on every billboard, every<br />

wall, and every classroom—liberation, equality, human rights, justice, solidarity, and<br />

altruism. Everyday I walk around and it does not make any sense.


Photo by<br />

Ana Lyman<br />

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20<br />

Of course, no form of government is perfect and I have seen how the Revolution <strong>has</strong><br />

beenvery successful. Education is free. You don’t have to pay to get a degree. Healthcare<br />

is free. Doctors practice preventive care and whatever ailment you have they will treat<br />

you. You never have to feel unsafe walking down the street. Food is scarce but people<br />

don’t die of hunger. If there is a hurricane, your government won’t forget about you. All of<br />

these things are important, but I am constantly wondering what all of this means when you<br />

were historically marginalized before 1959? What does it mean when your entire country<br />

constantly tries to erase your racial identity? What happens when opportunities open up<br />

for you like they did with the “triumph” of the Revolution, but you still lag behind from a<br />

historical disadvantage that stems from racial, class or gender affinity? Although the Revolution<br />

was meant for those who were on the margins of society, it was something that was<br />

created by—and continues to be run by—white men. Blacks, women, people who identify<br />

as LGBTQ, farmers, workers and the poor are still trying to catch up. And since there are<br />

no social programs for Blacks (because the act of publicly recognizing racial inequalities<br />

is socially dangerous or “counter-revolutionary”), they are even further from reaching the<br />

finish line.<br />

Although I have read so much about the shortcomings of Red Cuba before I came here, it<br />

is hard having such a romantic idea of the Revolution and being forced to face its reality.<br />

At times I feel I do not even have the tools to address social issues here. Being in Cuba <strong>has</strong><br />

allowed me to realize that Cuba cannot be preserved as a moment of revolutionary possibility<br />

to which we fondly like to refer. Yes, it is an example of a sustaining political and social<br />

movement that <strong>has</strong> big implications when we think about the ideas of anti-capitalism, and<br />

anti-imperialism, and Third World Unity. But I am constantly thinking: what is going to be<br />

this “Third Way” that we talk about creating? What is going to be the new example of revolution?<br />

These thoughts have especially been on my mind when I see what is going on with<br />

the failure of the US economic system and how it is affecting my family and community.<br />

Despite all of my frustrations I have found some amazing people here and a supportive<br />

community. I have hooked up with a Black Nationalist who is in political exile here from<br />

the United States. She <strong>has</strong> been wonderful in helping me look at my experience constructively.<br />

I have also met so many people who have found ways to fight the shortcomings of<br />

the Revolution and have created mechanisms for collective survival that I feel at times we<br />

lack in the United States. Through music, literature, art, and religion many people have<br />

found spaces to be resistive and critical inside the Revolution. Meeting these people <strong>has</strong><br />

made my experience truly wonderful. I cannot wait to share all my discoveries with you all.<br />

Clearly, I am very critical but I guess it is the “burden” of being a conscious person.<br />

In solidarity,<br />

Courtney J. Smith<br />

November, 2008<br />

Havana


Michael Gray<br />

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22<br />

To<br />

See Me<br />

Marlaina H. Martin<br />

I’ve been told that my eyes…<br />

These gorgeous orbs…<br />

These captivating jewels beset by mocha skin<br />

And arches of sienna whiskers…<br />

Tell stories when gazed into<br />

Stories of my ancestors<br />

Of Sojourner’s rousing orations and Harriet’s risky travels<br />

Of Ruby Bridges and her courage beyond her years<br />

Of hardship, of struggles, of victory<br />

But have you ever felt that, even though you couldn’t<br />

see them, someone was staring at you?<br />

Well, I can’t…<br />

I have felt the opposite though, when people are<br />

looking<br />

Yet never truly seeing<br />

A rotund, nineteen-year old black girl with large<br />

almond-shaped, brown eyes<br />

A nineteen-year old black girl with large brown eyes<br />

A black girl with brown eyes<br />

A black girl<br />

Black<br />

People are always trying to simplify me<br />

Wondering how my home and school life are both<br />

happy,<br />

As if melanin makes either poor grades or violence<br />

mandatory<br />

…Newark and LA flowing through my veins<br />

Stammers evolve as associates tiptoe around the issue<br />

of political correctness<br />

Making situations more awkward with frequent pauses<br />

which with to think if a phrase is ‘fair’ or ‘polite’ to say<br />

But to answer your question, it does not hurt when<br />

you use ‘black’ to describe me. It only hurts when this<br />

aspect engulfs my whole being in your eyes, dwarfing<br />

individual traits<br />

…like personality for instance<br />

Sensationalized, black women lie in the realm of dual<br />

stereotype<br />

They are to be submissive yet obscene<br />

Headstrong and materially insatiable<br />

Just like those black women on television, the media’s<br />

psychosis on what I should be…<br />

With Ms. New York used as a standard instead of a<br />

dramatization<br />

My battle must be, not in reinforcing the assumption,<br />

but in proving the exception


Michael Gray<br />

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24<br />

Mahogany<br />

Unicorns<br />

Kristin Jordan<br />

Us: Mom, why are things brown?<br />

Mother: what’s brown?<br />

Us: like chocolate and dirt<br />

Mother: they are kissed by the sun<br />

baby<br />

Us: and me and mahogany<br />

wood?<br />

Mother: you are kissed by the sun<br />

too<br />

I think I knew, always, that those<br />

kissed by the sun were blessed.<br />

I wasn’t born with these words<br />

though. Mom encouraged it.<br />

She encouraged my search for<br />

mythical answers and my desire to<br />

be royal.<br />

Our home was mahogany wood<br />

because mom loved this tree. She<br />

carved this wood to put in our<br />

bedroom, to give as gifts to family,<br />

and to sell as a last resort when<br />

money was needed. Of course all<br />

of this could be false. I don’t really<br />

remember what it was. At the time<br />

my dreams mixed with the literal<br />

words spoken to me and about<br />

me. I could be one second on an<br />

island and then in a rainforest and<br />

then in the sky. See I was young<br />

enough to fly so nothing was real.<br />

The creatures were my favorites,<br />

and as much my family as anything<br />

else. Baby sister was sometimes an<br />

elf and sometimes a baby. I liked<br />

her better as an elf. As a baby<br />

she would only cry but as an elf<br />

she would put pictures all down<br />

the hall or go visit the chocolate<br />

man next door. Mom didn’t know<br />

about these missions outside our<br />

room. They were secret missions<br />

and for my silence I got part of the<br />

chocolate that was brought back.<br />

I never would have told though,<br />

even without the chocolate.


The first time I was a unicorn, I<br />

knew I would never be anything<br />

else again. There was nowhere<br />

that was not home as a unicorn.<br />

I could go anywhere and my<br />

magic would protect me and<br />

make me feel I was home. That’s<br />

the difference between being a<br />

child and being a unicorn. See<br />

that horn broke down everything,<br />

could do anything—did you know<br />

I could fly? Back as a unicorn I<br />

could fly if I wanted to. Nothing<br />

was real.<br />

Once when I was a unicorn and<br />

baby sister was an elf we stopped<br />

for water. We should not have<br />

stopped to drink. Real unicorns<br />

don’t need water and real elves<br />

don’t have to fetch the water<br />

from the kitchen sink. And real<br />

unicorns don’t drink from glasses<br />

and real elves don’t slide on<br />

mahogany wood floors. Real elves<br />

don’t turn into babies who cry at<br />

their arms colored in red stains<br />

and shredded glass. Real unicorns<br />

don’t scream for their moms who<br />

are not home. Who are never<br />

home, but who are always out<br />

selling mahogany wood. And real<br />

unicorns are magic and they can<br />

heal if ever wounded and they<br />

are powerful and they don’t hug<br />

their bleeding sisters in their arms<br />

as their fantastical worlds crash<br />

around them. And real unicorns<br />

are pure…and white…and not<br />

kissed by the sun…and not like<br />

me.<br />

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26<br />

Not<br />

Just<br />

Breathing BUT<br />

SHOUTING<br />

Emily Taylor<br />

Emma takes only five minutes longer than she says she will, but Molly and I are so jangled, circling each<br />

other on the sidewalk, that we debate leaving her behind. We’ve been away from the news for too<br />

long, even though we know the first polls have only just closed; there’s nothing to see yet. She comes<br />

and we take the 6 train to 116th St., then walk to Jacon’s, where there’s a TV. When we get there,<br />

CNN is colorful and dynamic and terrifying. We distract ourselves by baking brownies and paging<br />

through course catalogs, willing the minutes to pass, the electoral vote counts still meaninglessly low<br />

on both sides. Jacon and Emma have their laptops open, clicking on states, reading out statistics. We<br />

laugh at the overdone graphics and the holograms. What strange era are we living in?<br />

“We should go to Harlem,” says Emma. “Shouldn’t we go to Harlem? We should go to Harlem.” We’ve<br />

been sitting for too long. I’m sinking into the couch, and the beer and a half I’ve drunk is making my<br />

eyes tired. When we step outside, we discover the night isn’t cold. The M101 bus stops around the<br />

corner. It comes at 11:02 and will take us straight to 125th and Adam Clayton Powell, where there’s a<br />

projection screen and people gathered. I exchange smiles with a black man and woman, the only<br />

other people at the bus stop. There’s honking in the distance and people are shouting. People are<br />

shouting. The taxis going by are honking, quick short bursts, over and over and over. There’s no way,<br />

we say to each other, to the man and woman. It’s too early. He only had 207 when we left the house.<br />

They can’t have called it yet. I dial my house in California. Mom, they didn’t call it yet, did they? “Yes,”<br />

she confirms. “Yes. It’s a projection, but he’s won.” I call out the news to my friends, to the rest of the<br />

bus. I hear my words take hold around me, and I try to translate them into something solid like the<br />

metal pole my hands have found to grip. Is it real? It’s not real. It’s real. I tell Mom we’re on our way<br />

to Harlem, and she tells me to be safe. I feel safe. I don’t know what the world looks like right now but<br />

I think that we might be safe.<br />

More and more honks and shouts ring out around us as the bus rolls forward through the night, west<br />

and then uptown. Dani calls. I cover my eyes and answer the phone “Oh my God.” Molly tells me later<br />

that I screamed. “<strong>Brown</strong> is crazy,” Dani says. They’re running and dancing in the street. Someone’s<br />

climbing the flagpole. We get off the bus a block before 125th because it can’t contain us, our joy<br />

and disbelief, our unknowing and our relief. People line the streets, their smiles wide and real, highfiving,<br />

raising power fists out the windows of their cars. We reach 125th and Adam Clayton Powell,<br />

where the square bursts with people facing the projection screen. We move past a drum circle, a<br />

line of news cameras, so many black faces. We find a place and cheer for everything, every mention<br />

of <strong>hop</strong>e and change, of new days and turning points. The crowd hums. When will he speak? Isn’t it<br />

time yet? And finally, his face on the screen, he’s walking out on stage, one hand raised, waving to<br />

the Chicago crowd, the other holding Sasha’s hand, Malia and Michelle next to them. Later this will


e the image I can’t take my eyes off of, the four of them all looking like each other, all wiry frames<br />

and model cheekbones, and I could swear their skin tones are not one shade different from mine.<br />

We’ve been waiting so long. They’re the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen, and I could cry like<br />

Jesse Jackson, all stoic teary eyes.<br />

There’s a roar here in the heart of Harlem, then the most reverential of hushes as he reaches the<br />

podium. “Hello, Chicago,” he says, and of course he’s so composed. Part of me wants to see him<br />

cheer, raise a fist, laugh incredulously and slowly shake his head. But no, his speech is measured<br />

and his word choice flawless, as always. I’ll watch this over and over in the following days. Never,<br />

though, will I need to be reminded of the inflection in his voice when he told us, when he told me,<br />

“This victory belongs to you.” I’ll remember how he repeated himself, the absolute gravity of his<br />

tone. We’ve been waiting so long.<br />

What strange era are we living in? Everything that’s happening, onscreen and all around me,<br />

occurs and becomes history at the same time. The present and our history and the future are<br />

indistinguishable, inextricable. And this history, this moment in which I’m better than alive, not just<br />

breathing but shouting, will not be told by the oppressor because there is no oppressor tonight. Isn’t<br />

it time yet? There are only the voices and faces and moving feet of people, people who cast ballots<br />

and crossed fingers and watched the news and held their <strong>hop</strong>e safe but heavy in their chests. And<br />

now it’s midnight, like some kind of perfect New Year’s Eve, and I am more than a witness.<br />

We drift downtown. Tomorrow’s New York Times headline will be only his name, the next line<br />

proclaiming the fall of the last racial barrier in politics. I’ll buy the paper and place it carefully in a<br />

drawer of things to save. A man in a bar tells me after we toast to the victory that people will see<br />

black men differently now, that there will be no more fear. I can’t bring myself to agree but tonight<br />

there is no reason to be anything but happy.<br />

My grandfather chooses the word “overdue” to describe the event when he speaks to me by<br />

phone from a hospital bed. My mother writes to me of her newfound pride. And my fourth-graders,<br />

they are Dominican and black and white and Asian. They are too young even to be a part of<br />

the generation accused of apathy, too young to remember September 11th, but this, they will<br />

remember this. Aracely, whose writing needs work, whose face is always worried. Katherine, with<br />

her pink backpack and teenage attitude. Randy, with his impeccable handwriting, who wrote ten<br />

scientific observations when asked for five. Oh, we’ve been waiting so long. Their president, my<br />

president, is black. All of us together have lived to see the day.<br />

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28<br />

A Post<br />

Yaa Sarpong<br />

Brazil<br />

For most people of my generation, November 4, 2008 is one of our most memorable days, but not<br />

in the same way that 9/11 or the invasion of Iraq is memorable. We have seen something that our<br />

parents and grandparents had never envisioned. One hundred forty-three years after the end of<br />

slavery and forty years after the peak of the Civil Rights movement, the United States elected a<br />

black president. I had the pleasure of witnessing the election as an outsider on the inside. What<br />

I mean when I say that is I watched the intense final days of the 2008 Election as a student and<br />

foreigner in Rio de Janeiro, Brazil. I first visited Rio in March 2008 during the height of the primary<br />

battle between Barack Obama and Hilary Clinton. In Brazil, the support was overwhelmingly in<br />

Obama’s favor because, as one man proclaimed to me, the US did not need “any more blue<br />

eyes.” As the battle raged on between Obama and John McCain, Brazil was no different from the<br />

rest of the world and majority of the US citizens hurt by the economic crisis and the selfish policies<br />

of the Bush era, desperately wanting to end the Republican reign.<br />

Most of the world sees the U.S. as an empire on its last breath, but with this omnipresent global<br />

era on our hands, the decline of the United States means the economic collapse of most the<br />

industrialized and, subsequently, unindustrialized world. On the morning of November 5, 2008, my<br />

black housekeeper told me the results of the election as I rushed out of the house. I could see<br />

that there was genuine joy in her eyes to see the realization of a black man in charge of the most<br />

powerful country in the world. In Brazil, being a housekeeper carries more baggage than most<br />

occupations. She is next to nothing, on her feet more than twelve ours out of the day, and held<br />

behind the strict line of worker—not family member. And she works for a kind boss. I can distinctly<br />

remember her telling me, and a little bit after I thought, “She probably never held the same <strong>hop</strong>e<br />

for her own country.”<br />

Since his election, there wasn’t a day in the month of November when Barack Obama was not on<br />

the cover of some magazine or newspaper or a headline on the evening news. Brazilians, especially<br />

of the American baby boom generation, never <strong>hop</strong>ed that this day would come because they<br />

witnessed first hand the atrocities of the 1960s and mass killings of black male public figures, and<br />

for them there is no difference between Martin, Malcolm, and Barack. What struck me during<br />

the aftermath of the election was when everyone was congratulating me on the US living up the<br />

promise of its democracy. But Brazil is accountable to that same democracy; yet, it <strong>has</strong> a larger<br />

and more subjugated black population than the United States. No one—not even my educated<br />

professors—holds any <strong>hop</strong>e for a black president in Brazil. But as I am constantly reminded, there<br />

is no racism in Brazil. The persistent idea is of the other in Brazil. The other country can have these<br />

great leaps and bounds, but these things are impossible in Brazil. My exchanges with black people<br />

can fill a book with their reactions when they find out that I am from Africa or when I tell them I live<br />

in the US. They are filled with varying reactions from envy to blind questioning of my upbringing. I still<br />

have not figured out the reasons for any of these reactions and might have to move a mountain<br />

of research if I am to do so.


For the most part, I am surrounded by white people of my age group. I have the pleasure of<br />

attending one of the most pretentious—I mean, prestigious—schools in Rio de Janeiro: Pontifica<br />

Universidade Catolica (PUC). It is one of the few private institutions here held in high esteem<br />

because most of the private schools here have a reputation of catering to the spoiled brats of the<br />

rich and famous. PUC is not really any different, but it attracts better professors and slightly smarter<br />

spoiled brats. The reaction of the spoiled brats—I mean, students—to the American elections is<br />

taken straight from their parents’ financial advisors. Due to Brazil’s incredible disparity of wealth,<br />

rich Brazilians have a lot to fear when Democratic president—black or white—takes office. These<br />

men tend to implement policies that help close the gap between the rich and poor, which means<br />

that the rich have to give so that the poor can receive. And no one wants to give these days.<br />

But I don’t necessarily blame the upper class because the state of economic relations over he<br />

last 500 years in this country <strong>has</strong> made the cost of living incredibly high for anyone who wants<br />

to buy quality products. It was a shock to my system when I arrived here, and people who have<br />

money here are unwilling to scrape to afford the same standard of living. The students at PUC<br />

were unwilling to put the same faith that most young people in the world put in Barack Obama,<br />

who was fighting for the presidency against a man who was 25 years his senior and apart of<br />

an antiquated retiring generation. Obama’s candidacy spurred the United States away from<br />

representation by people in this gray area between their ideology held over from youth and the<br />

disenchantment of middle age. Obama still held that ideology and had a very young family to<br />

promote that change.<br />

So of course most Brazilians made it their business to keep up with every twist, debate, and new<br />

promise during the election season.<br />

Before the economic down turn, I found it surprising when a Brazilian said he was an Obama<br />

supporter because, unlike most of us, Brazil benefited from policies of the Bush era that John McCain<br />

was more than inclined to continue. Brazil is a great tourist attraction, a large ethanol producer,<br />

and more than willing to play ball with Bush’s plans for its natural resources, letting everyone win<br />

in the game of partisan politics of the last eight years. Then I thought about the image of Obama<br />

himself. It is the same image that the Brazilian government <strong>has</strong> been perpetuating (successfully)<br />

to the world at large. A post race, post division, harmonious perfect blend. His election signaled<br />

that the Brazilian way is the right way, and that the Americans finally opened up their eyes to the<br />

right way.<br />

I’m glad I experienced the elections from abroad because although I missed experiencing this<br />

historic moment with my family and friends, I have more clarity than most people in the US. Barack<br />

Obama is facing one of the steepest uphill climbs that any president in recent memory <strong>has</strong> every<br />

faced: a multi-front war both abroad and at home; a capsizing economy; discontent at home;<br />

and talks of the end of a Roman Empire size downfall will not be fixed in one year, and it might<br />

not be fixed in four years. It’s time for the country to stand behind this man that we have put into<br />

office, but let us not lose our objectivity because, after all, he is a president and not infallible.<br />

He will make mistakes because he is young, and being president is not something for which one<br />

prepares.<br />

With that being said, I join Brazil and welcome the Obamas years into the White House.<br />

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Si ou te ka wè andedan nanm mwen,<br />

wè andedan kè mwen,<br />

ou tap konnen kòman mwen bezwen ou<br />

nenpòt lè nou pa ansanm.<br />

Si ou te ka wè andedan tèt mwen,<br />

si panse se te yon bagay nou te kapab wè avèk je nou,<br />

ou tap konnen kijan mwen renmen ou,<br />

sa ou vle di pou mwen.<br />

Tout jan ou rekonfòte mwen,<br />

jan ou kenbe’m pre ou,<br />

jan ou konnen kisa pou fè<br />

pou kapab kouri dèyè tout sak k fè mwen pè.<br />

Briyans ki nan bel je ou yo,<br />

souri ou, ri ou, jan ou manyen m’,<br />

sa se yon ti kal nan tout rezon<br />

mwen renmen ou anpil konsa.<br />

Jan mwen konnen ke m’ ka pale avèk ou<br />

de nenpòt bagay ak tout bagay,<br />

lè fini jan mwen konnen ke n’ap toujou<br />

kapab pèsevere nan tout obstak ke lavi a ka pote.<br />

Mwen ka chèche nan tout monn nan<br />

men, mwen konnen vrèman,<br />

mwen pa te kapab jwenn yon lòt lanmou<br />

tankou lanmou mwen jwenn avèk ou.<br />

Menmsi avèk chak nouvo jou, chak solèy leve,<br />

nou pa kapab konnen ki sa k’ap tann nou,<br />

gen yon sèl bagay mwen konnen tout bon,<br />

chak jou mwen renmen ou pi plis.<br />

Donk, si ou te ka wè andedan tèt mwen,<br />

si panse se te yon bagay nou te kapab wè avèk je nou,<br />

ou tap konnen kijan mwen beni<br />

pou’m genyen ou la avèk mwen.<br />

(Haitian Creole)<br />

30<br />

Andedan<br />

mwen<br />

Max Clermont<br />

Gedes’ Mirror Effect by Patrick Sylvain<br />

Photo of a Vodoun ceremony celebrating the Day of the Dead. © P. Sylvain, Nov. ‘04


The Hegemony<br />

of Language<br />

Paula Kaufman<br />

I have nightmares about people kidnapping my teachers. I wake up screaming. I wake rubbing my<br />

eyes as they are being carried away. I too am bound, though my arms are free, my mouth is open. Are<br />

there others for whom learning is the binding, the casing, the joinery? Axis on which the world spins—this<br />

goes far beyond geography. Are there others who want to unseal the casing from this planet, and pour<br />

the steaming guts out on the grass and listen to the sound it makes?<br />

I am a knowledge thief. My want is so strong it will tear you. This is knowledge-hunger. Babies wanting<br />

as much as needing milk. Babies curl their fingers around that original hunger, awake in the night,<br />

screaming because they are curious. This is the genesis. The heartwood of our longing.<br />

We had to steal a little learning, hungry, greedy for language, tucking dictionaries in our pants. Learning<br />

almost assumed militancy. To be crazed/ bewitched by it, to have no other life than this, no sight, to be<br />

bug like, 10,000 eyes that won’t stop snapping, clicking to education, that word tenuous—sinuous—as<br />

any river. Why does learning become radical in its difficulty to possess? It is like gripping the sky for air,<br />

catching fireflies with an open mouth, not fireflies. Your asking me to go back to a uni-dimensional<br />

mind? All I hear is music. “If you want to get a PhD you must really want it. It’s living at near-poverty for<br />

a while” a student says. I’ve stood on the rooftop with birds. Because my soul did not die with the end<br />

of Russian literature. My soul is tuned by thought like a guitar. The primary source of Jill Scott.<br />

Education is like tree-bark: nothing to climb but up. I believe in the democracy of paperbacks, their<br />

light-weightedness. My best life is when I rove with a knapsack. We map the mind as we travel, not<br />

before.<br />

My Professor Tricia Rose says you’ve got to know history, otherwise you’ll be rolling the bolder back up<br />

the hill instead of starting where that damn rock started, maybe half way, or 2/3 up. Instead of Europe<strong>hop</strong>ping<br />

I class-<strong>hop</strong>e, dropping in on Universities until teachers tell directors and directors tell teachers<br />

and it gets back to the hegemony of language. We flat-role history [some .] But then there are a lot of<br />

us trying to prop it back up, puff air into deflation of souls.<br />

The weight of categories. Fucked up. The hegemonic use of English how one language [Queen English?]<br />

becomes blue-ribbon standard. And there are never enough words I know how to pronounce, but use<br />

anyhow. I’m friends with people that use the dictionary. It’s the act of turning pages--want. Motherhunger,<br />

word-hunger. I don’t care which word (what?) word sticks.<br />

The weight of the category of the American empire hardly registers into our intellectual teaching. The<br />

languages of empiricism. Change does not necessarily mean reform. Frantz fanon. Colonialism is a<br />

totalizing system, it impacts all. “Talking about indigenous people in the abstract, but murdering them<br />

in the concrete”—Dr. Cornel West. The United States does not even think of itself as an empire, we had<br />

manifest destiny….our island colonies, Hawaii, “What, you think we were just out for a swim?”-C. West.<br />

Notion of collectivity: give it up, put your hands in the air, the striking unity of so many, one motion, one<br />

voice, one beat.<br />

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32<br />

COINTELPRO. Ever heard of it? (FBI’s covert actions against America.) We could talk about this at<br />

Harvard, Yale, <strong>Brown</strong> and Princeton if they wanted too, a student says in our class. The FBI wrote<br />

Dr. King telling him to commit suicide: “King, there is only one thing left for you to do. You know<br />

what it is…You better take your filthy, abnormal fraudulent self before is bared to the nation.”<br />

(COINTELPRO documents online. www.icdc.com) But like American Indian history, they just<br />

don’t. This is blockbuster material, says the prof. I know more about Latin American coops than<br />

this illegal activity—murder, bugging, fractionalizing—that existed in my own gov until someone<br />

stole and released the documents out of the FBI’s office.<br />

I know about McCarthyism and not this, Watergate, and not this. Dwight, who says he’ll be<br />

a history teacher—a damn good one I think—teach for America, says history is written by<br />

the victors, and the Black Panther Party were not victors. Cointelpro; Hiroshima; Japanese<br />

Internment; Guantanamo; spying. A patriot Act 90% of the country <strong>has</strong> never heard of? But<br />

touches all. Dissent was the seed of the first amendment, Jessie says. It was created explicitly so<br />

colonists could dissent without fear of retribution.<br />

In our class Camille asks why there is not a national voting standardization, policy with equal<br />

rules. Is it undemocratic that some states polling places close at 7? Others 8? And, tell me again<br />

why we are angry about more people voting, why we want to make the heart of our democracy<br />

harder to implement? Call and response. put your hands in the air, raise your voice, passing the<br />

MIC around, balance of power, interaction between performer and audience, democratic<br />

culture behind it. Equality implicit in all of this. That is democracy, unity, power, individuality, too.<br />

If there is no response the call falls flat, fails, the artist is mocked by the masses.<br />

A deep love, a radical love—by this I mean. What in your life are you eager to fight for? Be<br />

as variable as constellations, change with the months, minutes. We are not running from laws,<br />

but finding them, finding our own print, own history, what is primary, primordial. Never so much<br />

answers, but the source of our answers, the fulcrum of longing, fire-hunger to read a primary<br />

source, feed a primary source, feel it live.<br />

And so we come to today, on the precipice of something as promising as opportunity. Someone<br />

said we can take the horror of the last years and make a change for tomorrow. We will never<br />

forget on whose shoulders we stand. But we will march on. This generation, whatever letter you<br />

give us will not be stupid or passive.


Politically-Correct<br />

This region is<br />

Arid<br />

Barren<br />

Cold:<br />

hospitable<br />

as the ruins of a burnt-out home<br />

charred,<br />

forlorn.<br />

Water sizzles here over baked stones,<br />

then drips away to nourish nothing,<br />

other sustenance ‘disappeared’<br />

–like those our tyrants deemed to be their enemies-<br />

Uncountenanced.<br />

And visions?<br />

Ah, as for those they are not born,<br />

but happen<br />

with the precision of newly-minted arrow-heads.<br />

that fall to strike at our feet,<br />

or<br />

wee boomerangs ricocheting into our heads<br />

doing their damage<br />

as they rush out and bang back in.<br />

This place, I swear,<br />

will be no good for anybody,<br />

or thing,<br />

if<br />

it was not also so<br />

imperiously commanded, and<br />

majestically essential:<br />

a strengthening<br />

must-space to sojourn<br />

to ward off decay and despair<br />

every now, and every then.<br />

Ama Ata Aidoo<br />

Hunger<br />

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34<br />

Mark <strong>Brown</strong><br />

There is something quite relieving about going abroad. It sharpens your senses. Things become new<br />

again. Society becomes deconstructed and we become free of a bunch of our baggage. Living in<br />

Australia <strong>has</strong> been one of the best times of my life. I don’t mean that in the typical “Oh my God,<br />

I went abroad and it changed my life” way but actually in a sincere manner. Not because I saved<br />

the word from poverty, or alleviated child hunger, or helped in a volunteer shelter – not that those<br />

things are not important and that unnecessary. However, I went abroad to save one person: me.<br />

I would like to take the time to reflect about my experiences about the land I so fondly call Oz.<br />

One of the things that I had forgotten about my experience at <strong>Brown</strong> <strong>University</strong> was the agency that comes<br />

with visibility. I feel that in a lot of situations we that we are powerful just by being a presence in someone’s<br />

life or being in the world. Here in Australia, I have been living in Whitley College. Living here <strong>has</strong> been an<br />

eye-opening experience regarding the ideas of agency and power of visibility. I am queer. I am biracial. I<br />

am black. I am Puerto Rican. Now, although those may not seem so interesting to the <strong>Brown</strong> community,<br />

consider the fact that, at Whitley, I am the first African-American, the first Latino, and the first queer/gay<br />

person that people have met. Most people are at least given the chance to ease into my complex identity<br />

by meeting a black person, then a queer person, and then a black and queer person. Not all of these at once.<br />

Australia <strong>has</strong> yet to rectify its issues regarding colonialism with Aboriginal people. Most Australians<br />

only perceive black people through US media (and we all know how great that <strong>has</strong> done for our image<br />

– not that I am arguing for the idea of “respectability”). There have been so many discussions around<br />

the dinner table where people have asked me, “Are black funerals really like in the movies?” or, my<br />

personal favorite, “Do you all really eat all that fried food?” Now, I know these are stereotypical questions,<br />

but I know that I was able to change the way people think about African-Americans and queerness.<br />

Another interesting aspect of this experience <strong>has</strong> been the moments in which my blackness <strong>has</strong> been<br />

highlighted. However, I sometimes forget that I am black when the world allows me. Not in the sense<br />

that I “lose myself,” but sometimes my different identities overlap and I find myself simply in a state<br />

of being. However, being here, being around people so interested and ignorant about black culture <strong>has</strong><br />

made my race even more apparent to me. There is another black male in the program with me and his<br />

name is Chris. One time Chris and I started talking about black music, rappers, and the American dream.<br />

After talking to each other for about ten minutes, a white Whitley-an friend of mine said, “I have no<br />

idea what the two of you were talking about.” Another friend told us that he and I talked differently<br />

to each other than we do to other people. Now, I had not been conscious of this but upon reflection<br />

of our conversation I realized that the American accent is already hard enough for Aussies to understand<br />

one can only imagine what African-American Vernacular English sounds to them. It literally is<br />

another language to them. Another moment in which this same hyper-visibility of my race happened<br />

was through a moment when I discussed my hair with one of my friends. Australia is going through a<br />

drought (I know, its an island – surrounded by water – how can it be in a draught?) and so the city asks


for people to take 3-5 min showers. When I was discussing this with one of my Australian friends they<br />

mentioned that they could shower and wash their hair in that amount of time. I explained to her that I<br />

can taka a shower in that amount of time but washing my hair requires some serious time and labor. She<br />

looked at me because she did not understand the texture, curliness, and thickness that African-Americans<br />

must deal with when washing their natural hair. Needless to say, I was a light bulb in her darkness.<br />

Regardless of all of this cultural dialogue, I must also mention that this educational process <strong>has</strong> not<br />

always been beneficial. There have been moments in which I have been objectified and trivialized.<br />

Returning again to the issue of my hair, one of my friends told asked his colleague if he had<br />

touched black hair before and when he said no, he told him to touch my hair. When he told me that<br />

he had done this I had to then tell him that what he had done was offensive and explained to him<br />

the issues around objectification. Another moment was the fact that one of my friends said, “If Obama<br />

messes up he will be lynched.” Although my friend did not mean anything offensive in an overtly<br />

racist way due to his ignorance of the issue of lynching and African-American history, I had to then<br />

educate him on our violent and brutal history. Moments like these remind me that although learning<br />

from others is always a valuable experience, sometimes boundaries and ignorance go a bit too far.<br />

In total, my time in Whitley <strong>has</strong> been amazing. Learning from others, picking up the Australian vowel patterns,<br />

and just hanging around <strong>has</strong> been great. My presence <strong>has</strong> had one of the most interesting impacts on<br />

both the people around me and myself as well. Australia <strong>has</strong> reminded me just how important it is to meet people<br />

and to be a body in the room -- a reminder of a world and experience outside the normative and their own.<br />

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36<br />

A Conscious Road to Recovery:<br />

Talks of Sex and the Collective<br />

Psyche of a People<br />

Elvis Alves<br />

Introduction<br />

I had the opportunity to visit the market place on a recent trip to Guyana, a small country located<br />

in the northeast portion of South America. The Market place is an open, and therefore public, space<br />

where goods are sold, and naturally people gather. Expanding on this point, one can readily argue<br />

that the market place is unique. Everyone must come to it out of necessity of survival. Simply put, if you<br />

want to survive, you need food and food is sold at the market place. It can also be argued that the<br />

market <strong>has</strong> a life of its own—adding to its specialness.<br />

Healing of a Nation<br />

It is reported that there are more citizens of Guyana living abroad than are actually living in Guyana.<br />

This exodus of the people is primarily due to the high rate of poverty and the lack of opportunities for<br />

social mobility currently prevalent in the country. Regardless of this reality, the people find ways to<br />

survive or at least make sense out of what life offers them. The market place offers a canvass as to how<br />

this behavior is put into form. More specifically, talks of sex (playful or not), and as put on display at the<br />

market place, point to one way that the down-trodden attempts to empower themselves and can<br />

indicate the collective psyche of a people.<br />

Young Girl and Two Drunken Men<br />

A grand public play that involved the intrigue of sex centered on a conversation that I over-heard in<br />

the market place between a pregnant young woman and two drunken men. The young lady looked<br />

to be at least 17 years of age. Upon the encounter, the two older male acquaintances, who seemed<br />

to have been drinking alcohol for quite awhile prior to the meeting, chided her for getting pregnant<br />

again. The men loudly mocked her for not being able to control the sexual prowess of her man (no<br />

mention was made as to if she was married). They told her that she needs to be more assertive in<br />

making sure that her man does not ejaculate inside of her during the act of sex. This warning served<br />

as prelude to the grand scale of the nature of the conversation. More exactly, the two men began to<br />

boast as to the number of children that they fathered.<br />

One of the men was very vibrant and characteristically inviting as he described the different “wines”<br />

that one can perform in the act of sex to not only ensure impregnation of the female partner but also<br />

predetermine the sex of and number of children involved in the pregnancy. He mentioned that in<br />

order to create twins, the male partner while in the act of sex, needs to wine a certain amount of time<br />

to the left, to the right, and then ejaculate in the middle of the <strong>vagina</strong>. His drinking partner vehemently<br />

chimed in with his agreement throughout this portion of the conversation. They became louder and<br />

more eager to talk as they noticed people in the market place paying attention to them. They relished<br />

in the role of entertainers.<br />

The young woman seemed not to mind that the men were addressing her in such manner and in so<br />

doing called attention to her situation. She affectionately smiled at them throughout the process as if<br />

to show gratitude for the attention that they and others around were paying to her.


Slow Progress<br />

The livelihood of the act and desire to leave the country underscores the falsity of some of the positive<br />

sentiments (i.e. of pride) Guyanese show toward the projects instituted by the government. Citizens of<br />

Guyana know that their government is not doing enough to better their lives. Many are not ashamed to<br />

admit and plainly talk about this fact. Expressions of gratitude toward the projects (that are in actuality too<br />

small to be impactful) are a way to deal with, and therefore survive under measures that are oppressive<br />

in nature.<br />

A similar inference can be drawn as concern why people feel the need to talk about sex in the market<br />

place. Guyanese cannot control many things that negatively affect their lives. This inability is mostly due<br />

to the crushing nature, psychological and otherwise, of poverty. What they do have control of is their<br />

bodies. Talks of sex in the market place can be viewed as a way to publically affirm this control. The<br />

practice as a coping mechanism needs to be investigated via critical lens. On one hand, it allows for<br />

self expression in the midst of social ills that encroach on daily life. On the other hand, such talks prevent<br />

constructive evaluation of some of the sources and consequences of the social ills.<br />

As depicted in the story above, the two drunken men warned the young women against constant<br />

pregnancy but did not make mention to the use of contraceptives as one way to prevent unwarranted<br />

pregnancy. In addition to preventing unwarranted pregnancy, the use of contraceptives (i.e. condoms)<br />

is an effective way to prevent contracting (and spreading) HIV. Thus, there is the dire need for the talks<br />

of sex that occur in the public market place to develop educational leanings and not simply be a form<br />

of empty entertainment. Progressive talks tend to lead to constructive actions—and the government<br />

cannot be relied upon for this happening. Progress depends on the will of the people to bring about<br />

change. The market place offers a public space for the awakening of consciousness in the lives of the<br />

citizens of Guyana. This opportunity should not be wasted by vain talks of sex.<br />

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38<br />

A Conversation with<br />

Dr. Michael Eric Dyson<br />

Cristina Rodrigues<br />

On January 29, 2007 renowned scholar and author Dr. Michael Eric Dyson spoke at <strong>Brown</strong> <strong>University</strong><br />

delivering a convocation speech for Black History Month. Due to her tenacity and will, Cristina<br />

Rodrigues, a member of the African Sun, was able to sit down with Dr. Dyson for a conversation about<br />

black women, class, and hip <strong>hop</strong>. The African Sun thanks Dr. Dyson for granting us an interview.<br />

Cristina Rodrigues: You have spoken of the Afristocracy or “Black blessed” as having a history of<br />

detaching itself from the poor, which is reminiscent of DuBois’ talented tenth. Does this situation exist<br />

today? Given we’re at <strong>Brown</strong>, what type of relationship would you encourage us to build with poor<br />

people? (7:30)<br />

Michael Eric Dyson: First of all, to get as good an education as you can so that you don’t join the<br />

ranks of the economically oppressed. It’s a huge advantage. Don’t take that for granted. Go to<br />

school, study because there’s a correlation between higher education and having a decent job.<br />

Number two, in terms of the representational burdens, I think it’s important for <strong>Brown</strong> students to<br />

be sharp about these issues that complicate the lives of Black people. So many of the insights and<br />

ideas of the poor people, we take them for granted. We take what we think of as common sense<br />

as the basis for making judgments about their lives. While you’re here at <strong>Brown</strong>, I would encourage<br />

the Black blessed to study as hard as we can, especially about issues that confront poor Black<br />

people. There are big theories out here that say people are poor because they want to be poor;<br />

they don’t work hard. Is that right? I believe that people can exercise the ultimate form of personal<br />

responsibility and still be poor. You can be well-behaved and not have a job. People do the right<br />

thing and have the right values and yet you’re still locked out of the economy. We have to look at<br />

the rate of the movement of work overseas. If we live in a global economy, it is unfair to blame poor<br />

Black people for economic trends that are much larger than their design. What is it we keep saying<br />

about people? “You’re poor because you want to be poor”. When Bill Cosby assaults the poor with<br />

a jumble of stereotypes and misinterpretations, why don’t we challenge him? Why don’t we say<br />

that’s simply not right? It makes you feel better as a Black elite to throw off on poor Black people.<br />

Well, we should all be responsible. No doubt about that. However, how does that responsibility take<br />

shape? How do we hold people accountable who don’t have the same measures of economic<br />

wherewithal that others have?<br />

And Mr. Cosby’s poverty by the way wasn’t the same as my poverty. My poverty isn’t the same<br />

as young people’s poverty now. Poverty undergoes tremendous transformation over space and<br />

time. The best new work <strong>has</strong> suggested that most Americans at some point in their lives are going<br />

to move in and out of poverty. Most Americans are going to be poor. Are most Americans lacking<br />

in fundamental elements of human decency and striving that would render them poor? No. There<br />

have got to be explanations located in the political economy in which we live. Or how about<br />

persistent racism? How about when studies are done in New York by sociologists from Princeton who<br />

say you can be a Black man never having gone to prison and the job for which you compete will<br />

sometimes go to the white man who <strong>has</strong> been to prison. And you’ve studied hard. You’ve done the<br />

right thing. What’s the difference there? It can’t be preparation and it certainly can’t be behavior.<br />

There must be external factors that intervene on the job Market place. Racism is one such factor.<br />

Economic inequality is another. The aversion to poor Black people- how they look, the generational<br />

divide. When you put that together, it’s a more complicated picture. I think <strong>Brown</strong> students are<br />

obligated to know that and learn that. Don’t take hook, line and sinker what I say or what Bill Cosby<br />

said, but to study for themselves. Your obligation as a <strong>Brown</strong> student is to figure that stuff out, get<br />

deeper into it. Sometimes old people who are professional scholars haven’t done that, but as an<br />

elite, as a privileged person, we have a vested interest because these are our people. How they are<br />

being examined and scrutinized <strong>has</strong> a lot to do with our community and how racism operates.


CR: Given that personal responsibility may not be to blame for the situation of black people, how<br />

much of the solution will be institutional reform or an attack on capitalism. How much can be solved<br />

by a fundamental shift in our society and how much is just reform?<br />

MD: Both. Given the fact that we’ve backed off of both, I’ll take either one. I don’t have to go<br />

for the radical reconstruction and redistribution of wealth along an axis of progressive and creative<br />

realization of social goods and civic democracy. I’m down with that but I’ll just take the reform. Of<br />

course, my ultimate is the radical distribution but even reform <strong>has</strong> been backed up off of now. In<br />

reference to this notion willy-nilly that personal responsibility can solve all your problems. Now we (the<br />

rich) don’t have to be responsible anymore. The dictators of social responsibility no longer have to<br />

pony because, after all, it’s your fault you’re poor. It’s not structural features. It’s not political decisions<br />

made by elites, distributed through the system. No, no, how convenient! It’s your fault you’re not rich.<br />

Minimum wage <strong>has</strong> nothing to do with it. The depression of wages <strong>has</strong> nothing to do with that. The<br />

persistence of revolution to Black men in the marketplace <strong>has</strong> nothing to do with it. Other sociologists<br />

have determined that stereotypes about Black men’s disinclination to work have no bearing on<br />

this at all. That’s ridiculous because we live in a society where stereotypes alter people’s behavior<br />

towards vulnerable poor. Structural pieces play a big part in that. You can see that it’s very seductive<br />

to conclude that it’s the responsibility of the poor for lifting themselves out of poverty as opposed to<br />

pointing the finger at those of us who put them there or the structure that reinforces their position to<br />

be dealt with. Poor people didn’t invent the circumstances by which they’re poor, over one, two,<br />

three generations although most people would believe that they did. Although most people would<br />

believe there’s something destructive about their behavior or cultural values that is transmitted over<br />

space and time that explains why they’re there- in poverty, in the ghetto. I would never deny that<br />

there are traits that are self-destructive, that there are pathological features of any peoples’ culture,<br />

community, tribe or tradition of social organization. I would never deny that but that’s true of every<br />

class value, but now some people have enough money to absorb the pathology or to be able to not<br />

allow their deficits to overrule them or they got mommas and daddies with big enough checkbooks<br />

that they can cancel them out.<br />

One of the reasons I’ve embraced hip-<strong>hop</strong> culture over the years is because this is one of the arenas<br />

where the ugly truths and bitter realities are articulated that others would rather sweep under the<br />

carpet. Having said that, there’s enough social criticism that blows through the rhetoric and the lyrical<br />

intensity of the best rappers that reminds us of the lives of the poor. Some of the lyrics that testify to<br />

poverty, long before America came to grips with it (and it still <strong>has</strong>n’t), is found in rap music. This is<br />

informal ethnology. Radical reconstruction is the ideal but even social reform would be preferable<br />

to the utter disregard for the conditions of the poor. The refusal of those of us who benefit from social<br />

inequality, because even charity which is given to the poor is a result of economic inequality. If we<br />

had radical social justice, charity would no longer be necessary. Charity is possible when a Bill Gates<br />

or an Oprah Winfrey gives money, which is beautiful when they do, but the very realities allow certain<br />

people to acquire enormous amounts of wealth. The reality is that economic inequality allows the<br />

accumulation of wealth by individuals who then because of that radical economic inequality chose to<br />

give some of that back. Charity rests upon radical economic inequality. Ironically enough, the radical<br />

economic inequality that creates the possibility of charity to address radical economic inequality is<br />

a failsafe program generated within the logic and lure of capitalism to maintain the inequality while<br />

creating the appearance of helping the less well off. It’s not all about cash but that’s important.<br />

CR: In your speech, you mentioned a breakdown of four types of oppression women face:<br />

femophobia, sexism, patriarchy, and chauvinism. That was fascinating. Can you break down these<br />

issues a little further?<br />

MD: If we see sexism as the sentiments against women because they’re women. If we see misogyny<br />

as the hatred and revulsion at the idea of women and the sustained effort to subordinate women in<br />

social relations. If we see patriarchy as the conscious or unconscious belief that men’s lives should<br />

set the norm by which others are judged, then femaphobia, for me, is the fear of women’s lives, the<br />

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utter horror that one recognizes when in the presence of a female that generates a nervousness that<br />

comes out in all kinds of nefarious fashions. When I see it in hip-<strong>hop</strong>, it comes out in the naming of<br />

women, epithets that are thrown at them. And it’s not just in hip-<strong>hop</strong>. It’s everywhere, because in a<br />

patriarchal system where masculinity is premised on strength and brute force and upon the ability to<br />

be superior when women appear as a challenge to all the myths that we’ve been told about what<br />

it means to be a man, who don’t accept the conditions of patriarchy as a part of their existence,<br />

that strikes fear and horror like white racism. Sometimes just being there, just your smell, your presence<br />

creates fear.<br />

The example I pointed out last night of the example of white slave masters who had the leisure to call<br />

working Black slaves lazy. One of those paradoxes happens when we exploit black female strength<br />

so much and at the same time we want to characterize them. We have this distinction between the<br />

good female and the bad female, the hootchie, the hoe and the bitch, chickenhead over here and<br />

good sister over here. Even that is challenged. A woman is a bitch if she doesn’t give in evenly to your<br />

sexual advances and if she does she’s a ho. There’s no space imagined and created within so many<br />

domains of the culture where woman can occupy as an agent of her own sexual design. If men go<br />

out and get with many women, they’re “the man”. If women do it, they’re cast aside morally, seen<br />

as incapable of being a mother or loyal wife. In that sense, femaphobia is rearticulated as a means<br />

to keep in place a hypocritical system that privileges men. I’m talking about the folklore about male<br />

dominance and female independence. And the fear a strong Black woman represents.<br />

CR: Is grand-scale progress possible within the Black community without a reconfiguration<br />

of gender roles, given the distinctive nature of gender roles that can be seen in the Civil Rights<br />

Movement, considering the downplay of figures like Ella Baker and iconization of figures like Martin<br />

Luther King Day?<br />

MD: I don’t think so. And gender is about men and women. Men think gender is about women<br />

like white people think race is about Black people. In the Black culture, we have failed to grapple<br />

with the fundamental elements of gender while dealing with who we are as a people. What Black<br />

people often fail to see is that gender balance is going to help Black men be more constructive to<br />

each other. Some of the stuff we do is to prove how “bad” we are to everyone else and to please<br />

the women in our lives. But what the women in our lives actually want is us to stop acting like a fool<br />

and treat me right. That withstanding, men perform in some embrace of an ideal and a norm of<br />

both masculine behavior and believing that that will impress the women they seek to conquer. If<br />

we gave up all of that madness and brought real gender justice to bear into our communities that<br />

would help us to stop harming each other and treating each other with deep disrespect. Gender<br />

justice would relieve Black men of the responsibility of performing in self-destructive behavior in many<br />

ways. It’s not just good for women, although that’s primary and constitutive. Gender reform isn’t just<br />

good for women; it’s a relief for men just as the civil rights movement began to relieve white people<br />

of their burden, of the messy obligation of trying to uphold the myth of superiority when they knew<br />

it wasn’t true. Black men, we know male supremacy is a joke. It’s not true, but we have to hold it<br />

up and reinforce it. Maybe gender justice would relieve that responsibility and release the healing,<br />

redemptive quality of domestic existence that Black feminism would bring into the world. Coming to<br />

a more progressive ideal between genders and within genders will usher in true, civic democracy.<br />

Short of that, it’s not going to happen because Black women are over half of our community. They<br />

certainly represent upward mobility and attainment in Black culture. Black women have brought<br />

virtues that would behoove the rest of us to obtain. There’s so much about the nature of our existence<br />

as people that is contained there.


The Staff<br />

Dayna-Joy Chin<br />

David Elion<br />

Cynthia Eleanya<br />

Sharon Makava<br />

Renata Sago<br />

Marsella Kachingwe<br />

Keturah Webster<br />

Cristina Rodrigues<br />

Folashade Modupe<br />

Philip Glenn<br />

Elvis Alves<br />

Amie Darboe<br />

Megan Smith<br />

Design by David Elion and Dayna-Joy Chin<br />

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